Saturday, January 31, 2009

31/01/09 last day of january and 14 more days to valentine's day omg!

oh crap oh crap oh crap. its the end of january. sh*t i havent manage to get hold of her yet. crap what to do what to do haizzz. sad as usual la me. hmm. what to continue with my life. crap duno what to write still. oh yea! today me and my cousins going on a crazy undead killing spree on the cyber cafe. we are playing left 4 dead the mission 1 use lan play de. not the undead (player) vs4 human (player) what i mean is us 4 human vs all undead bots muahhaha crazy and hard. siao we play expert finally made it to 5th safe zone haizz the last 1 cant too hard. too many witch or tankers crap. enough talk bout games finally chinese new year going to over so sad T_T. no more ang pau for me. i got like Rm ....... ( u will never know if u do know u might ask me to belanja or wtv sh*t) well i duno wat special thing to do on 14 february for her haizz. maybe if i dont do it i might be like an a**hole or wtv. suprisingly jeremy so kind to me help me edit blog. im still blur and still dun really find it fun. maybe i could use this blog to sell stuff hmmm lets see. btw i was still wondering when will jolynn give me the dragon that she was suppose to sell to me hmmm.. later go find her. ok this is all for today dam lazy to write the female version i promised Xp hahaa

Friday, January 30, 2009

30/01/09 2 more days till end of january

Well today i finally got hold on michelle through my cousins msn. her phone broked and my house stupid computer msn crashed f*ked up badly. arghhh.. oh wth. chinese new year ang pau collecting season about to over.? ok this blog is about my life my past my present. my past its like hell. everytime unlucky etc nv have up or down just down all the way im tired of the past now. and guess wat this present life is getting better for me somehow i feel alittle bit happier i have many friends that can help me but not all can help me much. some like chun yew helped me alot. and its getting better somehow. my future guess wat i wish to be rich score in spm. marry the girl i love. nah thats too far. hmm maybe date the girl i like. but the girl i like likes some1 else
pity and sad. ok im out of ideas. yawn.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

29/01/09 a few more days to the next month and out of holidays...

wow after so long of not blogging i feel like writing some stuff now. jeez my stupid computer is going crazy my msn cant use etc jeez... that just sucks.. haizz we had some nice dinner with some relatives wow its so fun and today my cousin from america brought a ps3 is playing in my house. and devil may cry 4 rocks!!! finally finished that game. dante so pro. hahahha. oh yea what happen to michelle? hahah nvm. oh crap this is my worst post ever i dont really know wat to write.hmmm... haizzz nothing much to tell about since its not school. during school days its the best. much to tell about. i still remember the stupid part which ms francis explain how to write a journal to zhee meng hahah.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

25/01/09 last day be4 chinese new year and my life hasnt changed

The female version i was going to write is not going to come out yet. im very lazy. and sry michx for any inconvinence of reading this blog im sry though. hahaha. anyway today i worked my ass out cleaning the house preparing for chinese new year but still i dun get the point why must i clean when we dont have our family reunion here. we have it at adrian's house. not my neighbour adrian. my cousin adrian tan lee jun isit? im not really sure. his pic is at my friendster display friends i think. his 19 this year. the dud that got on magazine be4 dun really know which magazine be4 though. it was last year. he was 1 of the hunks though at yet i still dun get it. he doesnt have a gf. yet so many girls like him. i ask him why dun have gf? he say nobody want. dam lame answer weh. so many girls dig him and yet he say nobody. omfg. boaster. ok next a little bit more bout my pass. last week i think. jeez i hate talking bout her. michx its not u dun worry. Mrs Francis gave an essay and ask us to write about a meaningful person in my life. and i wrote my really really old friend that is a girl. not gf la. i mean a good friend. i wrote hmm should i write? dam lazy la. nvm later u all want to read it ask from me. its in my essay book. (for people who wandered whos the girl name in my essay its tan xue yee) really good friend though. passed away though to stomach expansion. i duno wat its called though. but according to sien ka-hing its hepatitis B i also not sure real or not. ok next. hmm lets see... in the future i would like to ask michx out if thats possible hahaha

Friday, January 23, 2009

24/01/09 a little bit more about my life and ways of a guy.

31 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
1.Don't hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her.
6. Don't go hang out with your ex when she's not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over andhug her and kiss her.... Let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "Hi"... And not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up.
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her doanything.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then tell her
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends.
21. Kiss her in the rain.
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if it's simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it DOES hurt her and makes her think you don't care, so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but it's nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants. ANYTHING.
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29. Tell her she's beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and you should be free to hangwith your girlfriend all the time.
31. If u care about her...SHOW her!

I regretted because i didnt do it to michx. haizz sad to be me. my life sucks so much. since i was born til now i nv got lucky be4 nv celebrated my bday until lastyear. suprisingly my aunt came back and remembered my bday and my parents knew. hahah that was the 2nd best thing that happen in my life. my 1st best time of my life is michx. but still i should have done something though like not iritate her so much or be the class fool or something. im so confused. zzzz

heres another 1.

What each kiss means
Message: Kiss on the stomach; be redi,...,
-Kiss on the Forehead; expresing a lov 4 him/her
-Kiss on the Ear; seducing!,haha!-Kiss on the Cheek; cute,
-Kiss on the Hand; I adore yah!..-Kiss on the Neck;We belong together..
-Kiss on the Shoulder;I want you..
-Kiss on the Lips;I love you
What the gesture means...-Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.
-Slap on the Butt; That's mine.
-Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.
-Looking into each other's Eyes; liking each oder,
-Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.
-Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.
-Laughing while Kissing;I am completely comfortable with you
Advice;Don't ask for a kiss, take one.
If you were thinking about someone while reading this,you're definitely in Love.

still under the process of helping other boys and girls to enjoy their relationship. i hoped munjack did all this be4 they broke. thats just sad and wrong. they were a perfect couple. well imma continue again later on. but my pathetic life some how. someof you might think wats wrong with this dud he should be thanking because he has so many frens he has a home etc. dud i have to earn my money to feed myself. my friends treat like wat an asshole. what else to say. jeez. the girl i like thinks im being perassaan iritating etc. oh what the heck! im hopeless. or whats wrong with this guy u whine and complain to much go get a life change your fucking life or wtv. your life is not managed by god or wtv but its managed by you. haizz i think of all this be4 but still.... not working to my better side...

23/01/09 11pm this is the true story of my sadlife and this is the time i start back to blogging.

23/01/09 the day im back to blogging since 3 years ago.

well imma blog about my past later for now imma blog about today.
today mrs. Francis gave a topic on bies or language. So the class debated each other (between boys and girls) they had many unusual answers example. why does the word woman or female must have the gender of male as in female has male and woman has man. its like the language is bies to the man gender of the world. so we boys obviously began to get pissed and start fighting back and it came out a stupid answer by the famous wong chun yew. the girls say that many bad words like SOHAI as in so hai. in chinese hai means girls vagina. and bitch involves a female dog. the bad meaning that carries through the word bitch is a female dog simply have sex with other dogs when its mating season is here. so wat the person trying to scold is the girl is a whore that is so cheap and desperate for sex. the girls obviously will get offended. so the boys came up with dick head. bastard etc. i cant really remember the meaning of bastard again. even though mrs Francis said it was a word not foul or wtv.
so later the class began to be chaotic. everybody was debating like mad and talking many crap. finally in my head someone got to stop this chaos. so i thought about the part ying yang the part where everything has abalance. when i raised up my hand. jeez~ siew thong raised it up 1st. haizz because of this debate somebody i like might feel that omg so this is how guys choose woman eww i dun wan to date terence anymore. omfg. i should have just balanced it. like theres a man theres a woman. there black theres white. theres water theres fire. theres sky theres earth. everything in the world has a balance. thats y the term in yoga and taichi has the term ying yang. everything must have a balance. like the body as well. to much food u might get fat,obesity,higher chance to get heart attack. and to little ull get kwasikor or wtv. etc. so everything must have a balance. like theres a time to study and a time to play. u cant always play or cant always study like mad. if i did that i would go crazy. so the people in our class should think everybody as equal. theres gay's and there sure have lesbians. guy that is bisexual, girls that are bisexual. there sure got balance 1. so please whoever read this share my knowledge of saying to the world. men and women are equal. we must nv dominate the other sex because their different. as for the guys who read this might thing omg u bias to perempuan la ur not man u bondan or wtv. and the girls would like oh cant believe theres a guy who supports us. actually i support no one. i support balance and peace. therefore i wish to be known as the peace keeper or wtv. haizz lets hope michelle doesnt read this yet. coz haizz im not done much with this blog.