15/03/09 zzz the confusion ,the dissatisfaction

2days ago the worst thing happened. just found out that nicholas and michelle were together.. pissed me off obviously. felt a knife at my back. ouch... thats not wats pissing me off. the thing pissing me off is that nic dint tell me that they were together that long. made me a fool to continue pikat her.i thought he was my friend. he said that i am ur friend thats y i dint tell u to hurt u. then i went wtf if u were my friend u would have told me instead of making me a fool. ass. later he sent michx. oh she took all the blame whatso ever who gives a shit already. ass. then next day farewell party for eve. thought michx dint go so can calm a bit. then pula she got no tuition then come pula. even more pissing. whole day emo adi.. who would have thought eve had to call him u know the 1!!!. then my life got worst. so dam iritating. need to calm also cannot. lucky got eve and bibigun there zzz. if not im dead. some more morning go play bball che lim go remind me back pissing like shit la e mddkdfkjdi( slamming the keyboard) arghhhhhhhh! pissing like mad only.. then now i dunno what to do. she's gone. but its ok. but i lose a friend. thats just sad. and my back is killing me though to the stabbing.who would have thought that this would happen to me. i know my friends did. they dint tell me they were together too. some friends i've got. jeez~. some more yesterday went bahamas damansara clubbing dance show down. lost dam badly... because of me the team screwed. couldnt focus though to the stabbing. the stabbing is not bout michx. its bout friendship. michx is her decision too choose. i cant force her. but friendship that has been abused will not be denied by me. nic ur gonna pay for this.. for not telling me earlier. maybe this is the sign of god of telling me that she's not the 1. there is some1 else. but its just pissing. that many of my friends dint warn me. this shows me the true nature of them that i didnt know. they would reither help them than me. they dint want to help me by telling instead of me finding out. it was the worst thing ever. that pain on my back. it will not heal that easily anymore. this is my 2nd time. my 1st was mile. but this is too much. if i was the person be4. the case of many on 1 will come back. but that will ruin my future. sadness trembles more. my life is no more what was before. my life will change. nic take care of her. or not imma kill u. literrally taking a blade and poke through ur back up to the heart. not by metaphore. i mean the real thing.The song for this post is suppose to be How Could This Happen to Me or untitled by simple plan. both are the same song.

10/03/09 yawn sad bored and hoping...

so fast 7 days past... yawn.. the thing for michx yawn..... bored adi... lazy to talk bout her.... now talk pink... hahah many pic of pink again.. hahah...

1st we have nicholas of course wakakka again pink this time solo!!!

next

beside nicholas de friend yi tao hahaha

we have my tuition clerk also pink on the same day u know.. omg!! beside her the teacher is the last pic

all nothing do even though exams start jor hahha... hmm bm omg!!!!!!! dam hard!!!!! i stupid go do 2 essay for section b omg!!!!!!!then essay ok la quite simple.. but i sure wrong adi.... my essay go write 900+ words dunno for wat!! sure fail adi omg........ shit hmm moral ahh i dint memorise the definisi at all so sure failll............. faill faill i tell u!! ok back to friday.. hmm exactly 20 people dint come walau!!! all pemonteng antarabangsa so dam pro.
we all like gila nothing do then after recess only play game aiyo so late only decide to play game yawn... got long game though.... back to now.. play a bit game nothing do all say play game with me then nobody on haizzz.... yawn...take pic on the game im gonna play for fun lol... omg so many fails.. today sejarah i go simply write then write get 3 essays omg i dint see soalan... mental adi omg!!! wakakak =p=p=p. then tomorrow gonna take acc and chemisrty omg im gonna fail even more not prepared now playing computer pula haahah XD.

gunz ofcourse yawn... sei zhee meng ask him play that time dun play when a few years later u play geram betul GRRRR!

a noob aka siau li shen wakkaka dam noob right? no la jk

i found this on the paper nice or not?? lol really nothing to do la even though exams are now!!.

wee somemore yesterday go break my glasses after teng suk tuition lol. came to school so damn blind la me. zzzz i know i look like crap. but dunno y kumaran give comment say look better. i dunno whether real or not. so fake sound until zzzz. hmmm tsu chung dunno what happen adi. i dunno whats his problem again as usual.. oh ya todays maths like shit only.. my senior or my friends sister tung kit yee go and tell me 1st term maths dam easy de la no need study also can mostly all form 3 de.. wtf then come out all form 4 so dam hard some more. zzz lazy to blog la dunno what to write.