01/03/09 yawn midnight jor...

lazy write all the dates. this week was quite ok ok only... hmm lets see monday eat cookies from australia dam nice...


look at it quite ugly a bit right but taste dam good actually
loved it. it came with a nice box too dam nice actually.
nice dog right?? hahahah
hmmm oh yea tuesday went to school cant remember now hahah. went to tuition at mr ong with nicholas. took a pic of nicholas glasses got busted by michx thx to roveen i think. i used nic phone to msg with michelle zzz..


nics glasses looks abit like transformer that glasses right? hahah

then duno when took a pic of myself for fun. lol... haizz kena busted then michelle marah adi.. 100percent ignoreness adi omg!!!sad

me hahah got nothing do in car... yawn!

wee come to today pula aiyo. i mean 28/02/09 la morning went school to clean the class and menceriakan the class. kena word of war by michelle dam dulan adi... sad.... me noob in approaching her some how... total ignoreness and rejected hahah. but its ok. its her choice.. and then. kena call jerk by her in her blog omg. dam wat la.. haizz wtv la. even thursday belanja also she dun wan me belanja need kadine force only can.. yawn... wtv la maybe she got other people adi who knows.. only she does perhaps... people ask me to give up but still i duno y i still hang on to her. something attracting me i need to know y. so i keep going on and on even though i know its hopeless but who cares? love stinks but still it has its rewards some times... haizzz exams coming 1 to kill my self adi. then go tuition lo found back my old chair i and tzejian draw dam nice u know phoenix ....



nice leh? the eyes dam fake the light refraction do get de lol..aiya tzejian initial dint take get the photo hahah poly and nobody hahah.. its Jit kazama. pity the legs quite blur or maybe i dint finish it hahah dun care la....

then after tuition go giant at oug. wow i saw this..

tiffany!! aka asthen toh!! hahahahah

thats all i guess.... dota ah i thought wan play with brandon but he dint on nvm la yawn.... hmmm
this zheng yi ahh non stop ... .... .... only hahah cant tell... yawn see ya...

omg stupid tag thing...

A.) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B.) Tag 10 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.) Continue this game by sending it to other people.
I've tagged:no one tagged by siew thong lazy tag other people..



01. What have you been doing recently?
-day dreaming.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-not really
03. What had happened at 10.00 am today?
- in school doing clean up day lo.. read siew thong blog la aiyo.
04. When did you last cry?
-not sute...
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
-ya
06. What do you want in your life right now?
- happiness,luck and nature going my course.
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
-nope... put up hood if got but usually nope.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
-happy dreams...
09. What bottom are you wearing now?
- shorts.
10.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
- thank you msg from some1
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
-i dun really know
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- no way . suresh still having my stupid pants!
13. What was the last movie you caught?
-duno
14. What are you proud of?
-of being able to meet people...
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
-christmas msges..
16. What was the last songs you sang out loud?
-'I don't know' by me lo not complete lazy...
17. Do you have any nick names?
-yes. poly,icybaby12 and Dark爱
18. What does you last received text message say?
-lazy move by Zheng yi
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
-12 sharp.
20. Are you currently happy?
not really..
21. Who gives you best advice?
-many people from different opinion and subject.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-nv tried 1 be4!
23.Who did you talk on phone last night?
- my mother.
24. Is anyone bugging you right now?
-ya.
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
-not sure.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
-wth is that.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-an idiot..
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
-Ya.
29. What annoys you most in a person?
-acting noobie.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
-on her.!!
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
-depends what type of cocaine.cocaine as in sugar yes. cocaine as in drugs no
32. What is the colour of your room?
-White.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
-not really unless'she' told me too
34. Do you believe in the saying of: talk is cheap?
-dun really understand
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
-Me
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
-no 1
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
-no because nv kissed.
38. Do you have a life?
-ya soon do have none.
39. Have you ever think someone died,when they really didn't die?
-yes my father.read my blog and ull know y
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
-love!!^^
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
-I dont remember.
42. Last time you smiled?
-A few seconds ago. reading siew thong blog
43. Have you changed this year?
-Not sure.
44. What are you listening right now?
-my profile song.
45. Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
-Nope.
46. Do you walk with your eyes opened or closed?
-Open of course!!
47. Is there a quote you live by?
-yes. its in my class the 1 i wrote
48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
-Of course!! haizzz
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
> Yeah.
50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
-duno.
51. What are you doing last night at 11 pm?
-dreaming.
52.Are you happy with your love life right now?
-no
53. What song best describe your love life?
-all my profile song.(not finished)
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
-ya.getting ignored
55. Who always make you laugh?
-kok keng.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
-Of course.
57. Favourite website(s)?
-duno
58. What's your middle name?
-yew gin.(eugene)
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
-sleep. coz its sunday
60. What do you think you are like?
- not sure. ask my friends
61. Who will you choose to die with?
-ask god he sees the future. and touch wood
62. Where have you been today?
-school,tuition.
63. What game do you play often?
-gunz,dota,cs and left 4 dead.
64. Who are you missing right now?
-her lo...
65. If you have to choose between friend and love,who will you choose?
-love 1st then friend!
66. What are you doing right now?
-Doing this tag. OMG!! Is so long.
67. Which primary school are you from?
-sjkc tai thung .
68. Name 3 colours that you like?
-1.Black 2.White. 3 yellow. Hehe^^
69. What emotion you like to show?
->.<,=.='',=),XD
70. What is your life to you? -Great?? I think.
71. If you have something troubling you,what will you do?
-talk with my friends.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
-michelle.
73. Who do you admire most?
-kahing bro.
74. Which month are you born in?
-november.
75. How are you feeling right now?
-sad and iritated or this tag.
76. What is the time now?
-10.14pm.
77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
-shes mean coz she tag me haha jk
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- havent dye.
79. Why are you doing this test?
-Because I was tagged by siew thong.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
-play game to forget.
81. At which age you wish to get married?
-not sure
82.Who is more important to you?
-Family and friends.
83. If today is the last day of your life,what will you do?
-Touch wood!!
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
-no one.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Yeah!! I saw one before.
86. If you have a dream come true,what would it be?
-Erm.. Being a molionaire. Wakaka^^ Impossible man!!
87. What is your goal for this year?
-Get A's for all my exams.
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
-Sure!!^^
89. What feeling do you love most?
Being loved by someone.
90. Do you really think it's global warming now?
-Yes.
91. What feeling do you hate the most?
-ignored and hated.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
-Sure.
93. Do you believe in God?
-ya.
94. Who cares for you most?
-nicholas.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in you life?
-her. and money
96. What will you bring when you fight?
-my pride.
97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
-jolynn and michelle pasal haizz.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
-maybe emo like tsu chung!!
99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
-hurt badly. i know how u feel michelle not asking for ur forgiveness. sry. deeply.
100. How do you feel now?
-privacy invaded.sad. dreaming. angry. i duno...


finished the tag lazy write todays blog ahh. tag enough adi la toodles!

22/02/09 emoing lo..

lyrics for your call by secondhand serenade.
good song got many meaning.

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

and lyrics for
i'd do anything.

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

try combining this 2 meaningful songs and emagine how i feel towards u know who.. haizz still thinking of ways what should i do with my messed up life and myself. maybe i should just be a locus eater or maybe i should be a begger i duno. haizzz.. life is uncertain. let nature take its course then shall i. but still nature cant do everything on its own...

21/02/09 sad happy bored im in a mess...

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1 whole week 16 to 20/02/09

like normal school days lo of course. cheer and michx pasal tuition yada yada dam tiring. mrs francis talked about stress problems bla bla bla. ya of course i dapat wakil red team for running 100m and tarik tali by luck some how. saw many unsual things as well.homework as usual lazy to do lo me. ^^oh ya tuesday during tuition i saw nicholas and yi tao wearing this! double pink people!! lucky not purple

21/02/09 omfg many stupid thing happen

today we are suppose to go to ti-ratana for kerja amal again lo morning we suppose kumpul at siew thong house at 8.30 then i bertolak from my house at 7 go cyber near her house. then pula dam a** the person dint open. got nothing to do then lepak bought a slurpee and this is what it looks like
nice leh? i call it fruit fusion hahah

then later walk to kumaran house for no reason i saw a beautiful scenary and made a video but oo bad cant post it. after that came back down lepak hear music then suresh come teman me a while. or isit pepsi 1st wtv la dun care la. then we walk there lo. after that wipe all the old folks placethen shin wei siew thong and meiyu folding the clothes the black shirt beside is kadine i think cant remember sry bad memory la me

when wan to balik i saw a worker slap the old woman. omfg dam pissing off la. but what can i do... pity her..... then later go back i belanja makan ice kacang who would have thought the famous 1 moved and the current 1 sucks badly.and some kid step my dam leg playing with the crazy kok keng. i have a video of their crazyness too.. omg dam siao and childish though. waste money only. then go swimming at siew thong place. then wow guess what suresh got the wedgie of a life time by me!! dam long siao the underwear pull until almost sampai his head pity dint hook it wasted la. hahah all i know is he said his ass dam pain hahaha.then i balik lo nothing to do go tuition like normal again. thats all i guess. still thinking bout michx la but somehow i find it that she finds me iritation or something i duno what i should do. im admiring this picture nice leh. dun ask me where i got it. i got it from the phone k550i i found on the cab 1.


then i also thinking what i should do also maybe write something like this photo

haizz wtv la...

15/02/09 past valentine's and etc...

last monday me and my friends went to persatuan kanak kanak istimewa to do many charity work for out moral project thing... among us was me of course,michelle,nicholas,zhee meng, kahing,praveena,sharweena, the lost joey..,connie,allyssa,che lim,my sifu roveen,supoh,kumaran,chun yew if i missed out people im sry then and if i spell your names wrongly sry too. me and the ladies behind ka hing of course. and i think its an alien infront still cant figure out who was that though

me,michelle and su poh and people behind allyssa and connie and i think the half face is sharweena

me,kumaran and chunyew showing body behind hahah of michx and supoh...

me, joey and nicholas

joey, nicolas,kumaran and me

me and michelle(my favourite pic)

etc la... rest of the pics in friendster.yewgin2005@hotmail.com

well time for 13/02/09 last day be4 valentine.

went to buy chocolates ofcourse very excited bout tomolo i think.. some how. wtv.

then hoping i would have a chance or wtv.

14/02/09 finally valentine days

went to school play bball awhile. then fly to 4face again. then come back give chocolates to mich husna and my senior lo ofcourse michx biggest lo.... nothing much happen quite dissapointed kena humilated too.... yawn...... wtv its normal i guess. saw a form 5 dud dam crazy sentimental and bridge crying after got dumped by a girl. running to and fro talking to that girl. i think his crazy a bit though.... and a little sissy. then i think from my point of view i might have happen to me with michx too... but still. i dun wish for that to ever happen to me. or maybe its god's sign to show me that i have no hope. but still i dun feel like giving up yet( the game is not over when the fat lady havent sing)

15/02/09 now la...

so nothing much. afternoon when lunch with my american cousins. and aunt or wtv. his a pain in my fking butt. his attitude like an assh*le. dam spoiled la he. people buy psp around 600+ he go buy psp collector edition siao. 1500 he bought ass la he. then eat lunch nv eat at all smoke so dam much etc. arghhhh dun how to describe that asshole finally his leaving on tuesday... thats the last im gonna see him... then chatted with wymann he gave me advises bout what i should do with michx still... he asked me to move on and its hard for too.. im still thinking dam hard what i should do. i dun wanna lose this feelings and forget bout her.. there are much that i havent done yet. haizz duno la.......... now still thinking what i should do i got dam many pics to post but taking too much time i write this dam post for like 2 hours adi.... yawn... wanna go play adi.... haizz... hope things go to a better with me.. lucky i finished my stupid moral essay. by using reference...

08/02/09 haizzz 6 more days still blur

Im so confused with my life and my social life. i dunno what to do. everything in my life is at war. my parents. my friends. the people i love. and many new things coming in to my life is beginning to fall a part. what i have hoped and desired most is falling in to pieces. things that i wished and hoped so much are dying. because of this god is paying me back stuff that i do not desire. the things i desire most like love is being repayed back with finding things. what use do i have with all this stuff i found. it doesnt not bring me happiness. a new phone so what. trust me it will be spoiled soon. it cannot be permenant but love is something that we must all treasure while we have the chance.So people who managed to read this. please remember when u have a chance take it or forever regret it like i do. u will try to forget it but still it will always haunt u back for being a coward. im feeling this now and trying to tell people that it is not a good thing. based on military snipers concept. 1 shot 1 kill means 1 chance and thats it. dun take it ur a goner. its similar to love. take a chance before its too late to do so. sometimes if your lucky u might get 2nd chances but not more than 2nd.

03/02/09 today my life went from bad to worst. omg!

Today i was minding my own business at school thinking of all kinds of crap to do about 11 days more of planning for v' day. still thinking though. after school she was their it was a bit awkward though then. i had to go in a rush coz of tuition.i went to pj old town. for tuition be4 tuition i went to mc donalds to eat. wow the most iritating and f*cking thing happen. my father was having a f*cking affair. i went out kick his canned. and thats where my life got worst. my parents getting a fk divorce. my ass father going to sue. and i still want to kick his ass more. grrrrrr dam f*ck pissing man. my life had already been screwed now its worst.... worst I TELL YOU!. but its ok he wasnt much help anyway. atleast still got my mum and michx. but still. i hope it works out the way i hoped. lets hope for the best of my studies 1st. haizz i shouldnt be blogging bout this this is really personal. shit la.haizzzzzzzz.......... no mood to write anything already. and i thought today was a splendid day. T_T sobs.